we have our skeletons in our closets, and if we expose them to light, they turn into flesh and mock us.

I woke up hating myself for what I did. It’s everyone’s unspeakable secret, and I’m sure we have struggled with it almost everyday, offline and online. No one said it was going to be easy, but I think I was too complacent. When you open the door, you cannot close it fully. My friend shared with me his struggles: “I may look normal sitting in front of the computer, but in my mind, a fierce struggle is going on between the good and bad.” I understood what he was going through because it happened to me too. After it happened, I felt extremely guilty, mostly because I had broken my promise to God. This struggle is not to be taken lightly: the lion is always watching,waiting to devour an unsuspecting person. Yet, I fear that I may never break this habit, even with Scripture memory and prayer.

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